In an effort to clear my head this morning I went to the lake for a run. The running commentary in my head was so loud, I would have given anything to shut it off! Here is a brief synopsis of what that was like:
- why is my job not going like I want it to? or like I NEED it to?
- why can't I find a different job instead?
- how in the hell is that woman pushing two toddlers in a jogging stroller, uphill, and she's still managing to pass me running?
- that's the ugliest dog I've ever seen
- no, scratch that. THAT's the ugliest dog I've ever seen
- how in the world am I ever going to run 26 miles? 2 miles seems like a long run... I'd have to do this 13 more times!
- why is my life falling apart? what can I do to fix it?
- why am I having such a hard time lately?
Seriously, it was so frustrating. I just wanted to listen to the music and just be out in nature. I guess I'll have to try again soon.
Because most of the time, no one really wants to listen to my random ramblings and such...
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